damn it

Earlier today, I was all ready to write a blog post about the framing of Dr. Al-Hashimi as a foil to Robby in Thr Pitt. But I didn’t want to sit at the computer because my back hurt. It’s been a few hours and all my motivation is now gone. I really hate how my brain works like this! I’ll get excited to talk about something, and then my chronic pain makes me have to put it off, and by the time my body doesn’t feel as horrible I don’t want to write anymore. It makes me wonder if my pain is making me even less functional than I thought. Makes me kinda spiral. So I’m just making this post now because I’m pretty sure the rest of my day is gonna be spent in a depressive episode.