I have had a bad day

and I don’t want to post anything so this is my post.

saw a dog today

 

It was good to be able to go to physical therapy today. I feel much more relaxed and I will hopefully have a good night’s sleep. My physical therapist brought his dog who he hadn’t brought in a while and the dog is named Fitz and he’s so cute and it was good to see him. I included a picture. I hope you like it. Have a good night, world.

honk shoo mimimi

I’m really starting to get bored of these evaluations. A lot of these forms and tests are really repetitive. I’ve answered the same questions about what my skills are about five times. And I’ve got nine more sessions! I’m not sure if there’s a set number of things I need to complete and if I finish I can stop early, or if they’ll keeping giving me stuff until the time is up. At least I have physical therapy tomorrow. 

I don’t like this word

At this diagnostic vocational evaluation, they use a lot of old paperwork and programs. Because of this, I have read the term “mental (r-slur)” quite a few times over the past week or so. It’s funny. There was a brief period of time where everyone was starting to get that we shouldn’t use that word, and now I’m seeing it everywhere again.

A lot of neurodivergent people claim we can use it in the same way black people are allowed to use the n-word, but I just don’t think they’re equivalent. No one calls anyone the r-word unless they’re insulting them. There’s no reclamation if you’re never using it in a casual, friendly conversation. It’s just a different type of slur, and I’m really annoyed that it’s being thrown around all the time again. It’s outdated. It’s childish. Grow up.

Wrestlemania IX

 

My friends and I just watched Wrestlemania IX. It’s as bad as everyone says it is! Though there were actually two pretty good matches. I liked the Headshrinkers vs the Steiner brothers. Scott Steiner pre-Big Poppa Pump is so funny looking. Mr. Perfect vs. Lex Luger was also good. I also think Razor Ramon vs. Bob Backlund could’ve been good if they’d been allowed to go a little longer. But man, everything else stunk. Shawn Michaels vs. Tatanka doesn’t sound bad on paper but it was incredibly slow for some reason. Doink vs. Crush sucked because Crush sucks and nothing happened except for the ending. Ted DiBiase and IRS vs. Hulk Hogan and Brutus Beefcake? Suuuuucked. The Undertaker vs. Giant Gonzalez is infamously bad, but at least it was funny. And of course, the main event was just a mess. I hate Hulk Hogan. I hate him so much. 

Really Good MS Paint Cats I Drew as a Kid

 More nostalgia, folks. My mom pulled a lot of stuff off our chunky old family laptop, and that included a bunch of cats I drew. These cats are so funny. They're so 10-year-old. Which makes sense, because I was probably about 10 when I drew them!

 

i think this one is GIMP actually

snow

I don’t know. There’s snow tomorrow. I have no thoughts in my brain to say right now.

100%

 

This was a pretty empty day for me. I was supposed to have physical therapy yesterday, but they had to cancel. That kinda sucks because those three days at the evaluation were pretty hard on my back. And then next week I have four days in a row! Or maybe not, actually. It’s supposed to snow a ton here tomorrow afternoon so that might end up being cancelled as well. 

Today I donated a bunch of old clothes to a thrift store. Everything I donated was because it was too big now, which is kind of cool? The working out has worked! But also, I hate shopping for clothes and now I need new ones.

Today I also jumped into a call where the wrestling group chat was watching a late 2000s Argentinian wrestling show called 100% Lucha. It was really bad but also awesome. I am including an image of Hip Hop Man who had a shockingly good match against Dick Togo. There was also a match between a bus driver and a taxi driver where the loser lost their license. And there was a guy who was a fly. It was cool.

Awesome Stuffed Animal Videos Made by Child (Me)

the dynamic duo

I rediscovered some old videos, from when I was maybe 8 or 9, of me wiggling around my stuffed animals in front of a video camera in order to make them dance to music. It seems to have all been High School Musical music. These videos are just kind of adorable. It's also funny to remember what some of these stuffed animals were named. I heard baby Jules say that the husky was named Greymist and I thought oh YEAH, that WAS his name! Here is a clip from one of those videos. What a cute kid. 

 

My Squiggles

the cool S doesn't count

I sort of forgot that when I am sitting around, bored, with a pencil and scrap paper in front of me, I tend to doodle in a very specific way. I draw these squiggly shapes, just whatever feels fun. I forgot this because it’s been so long since I’ve had to wait like this. It’s kind of interesting!

 

I also tried to draw Scout

tired again

I think this evaluation stuff is gonna make blogging kinda hard. I’m just super tired after all that. Which is maybe a bad sign for if I actually manage to get a job, I’ll be even more exhausted. This post and yesterday’s don’t have images because like I said, if I want to put pictures I’d need to get up and sit at my computer, and I just really don’t want to do that. The chairs at the center kinda suck and that sure doesn’t help my back. Today I had to do a bunch of math problems and that was not as fun. Then I had to do a two page essay on one of the six provided topics and I thought that would be harder than it ended up being. I saw some of the people who are ahead of me in the program getting to work with physical props, seeing how well you can sort and file things, and I can’t wait to do that. That’s basically playing with toys. I hope I do that soon.